somewhere over the rainbow;
Tuesday, August 31, 2004

oh man.hahas.i seem to be abit too free today.hahas. this is my third time blogging.hahas. im supposed to be still doing art.but u noe wat?i only completed 1 question.hahas.coz i was too busy talking.and i can't find my phone.wait.



OKAY!i see my phone.hahas.lalala. im bored!!!!!stoopid shermainey died.she went offline without saying bye.she always does that.and im like ok.she's coming back online.her laptop just doesnt like me.and i wait wait wait and she nv comes back again.grrr.



and the people who are online now are the people that i dunno what to say after saying hello?there are 23people online.but im like talking to 6?and i gave up on 3 of them.bahh.where are the people who i can talk to but arent online!!!



oh wait.i just realized it's actually 7.buttybutt's being a little autistic today.so she isnt talking.bahh.oh. and now they all went offline.



only pammie is left.hahas. pammie u shall be bored like me!(:



gee.i shall go eat something first.im starving. hahas.



lalala.



[[10.28pm]]

Y

10:17 PM


ok. apparently u read my blog. fine. well..let's just say i dun wanna be mean to you. i wanna be nice.but i just can't. i feel mean. but i just can't. if im really really nice to you im being fake. and i dunno how to be fake. i'll just have to ignore you for a while before i actually can think that ok..ur not that bad after all.



but for now i just can't. so we'll just leave it as it is for now okay. when i feel okay..i'll be nice to you again(:



lalala. im talking to shermainey now!wats wrong with my paragraph of elevation!!it is so cute!!they tell you a person looking up..hahas.then after that got dunno wat building.and then u draw a line down and you see a TRIANGLE wat((: it's true!hahas. i like angle of elevation.it's nice. and i shall work hard and make sure my average is the same as urs shermainey!!((: u shall be my role model for grades. but not for how u spend ur time lah.hahas. the way u spend ur time very scary wan. sleep .go online. eat.then watch tv.hahas. then dunno wat. hahas.



lalalalala.i can't belive im actually doing art now. bahh. art isnt fun to do. i got boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. and im BORED! i shall go write history notes later. and i pray pray pray that my sister wont use the com like after 10. i love going online after 10.(: buttybutt's always online.then can listen to her sob story.hahas.



bahh.how in the world do u sleep at 1am and wake up early? :S i need to mug. after ____. i desperately need to mug. and why in the world do ihave piano tmr. like it's teachers' day!!and im supposed to get her a card to thank her.but i dun want. :( no no no!!!



and i discovered one method to stop mom from nagging. i showed her wat i did in the afternoon and she nv even nag at me while i was online and watching tv and dunno wat.hahas.yay.lalala.



okies. i shant blog anymore.im getting sleepy.and i think i have a new pimple. yikes.>:( grr



[[08.52pm]]

Y

8:40 PM


bahh. it's so freaking hot.just got home a little while ago. there was this group of stoopid idiots on the bus. so irri. there was this gay guy who kept on going EEEEE every 5minutes. and his voice is super low and his eeeee was so high!? YUCKS. i was like shaddup lah. bahh.



houseflyhousefly. yuckyuckyuck. hahas. it rhymes?(:



was sleepy today.and then i forgot my badge.then later on the bus i was pulling my blouse coz it kept coming up and i was like ehh?where's my badge?! and i started freaking out.hahas. then i remembered stoopid jamie had dunno how many badges from dunnowhere wan. and i also remembered that one badge is the mg badge!then i msged her. and she's nice!!she lent me her badge!(: thanks arh.



and i had to lug stoopid shermainey's assessment book to skl as well.and it turned out that she didnt bring anything except her peenk bottle.hahas.and she had to go visit her favourite teacher. hahas.



then we had the retarded aces day thing. yuck. it's so retarded. i dun see the point of it.hahas.anyway. err.then after the thingy we went up to class.and i changed. hahas. i like the smell of my pinafore.hahas.i oso dunno why.



hmm.we went to the downstairs toilet coz the other toilets were all so crowded. u could die squeezing inside.hahas.(: hmm.then wat arhx. OH! then i helped shermainey clean her dried up injury.hahas.the side of her sock was red coz it was soaked with blood.and i thought it was some red leaf stuck there.and i was thinking singapore got red colour leaf?! hahas. how stupit i can get.



then went audi. little wooooooooooooo was around.hahas. LITTLE?! :X yucks. hahas. sat with weitsin and shermainey. buttybutt was stuck on the floor.hahas. and she looks so chinaish.hahas.



the teachersday thingy was dragggggy. i was sleepy and almost fell asleep but couldn't coz my stomach was growling. i was starving lorhx. bahh. hahas. and wat else arhx. OH YEAH! why didn't they have recess today?:(( it's curry day today lorhx. and also meegoreng day!(: i love tuesdays!there's meegoreng!:D



bahh. then it ended. and i was happy. hahas. shuwen's sucha big fat perv!:)) hahas. looking for huiming shows that ur caring about your fellow community?! hahas. it's not a community lorhx. community where got 1 person only.hahas.



then got to class. then went btp with shermainey+jamie. ate at pizzahut. urgh. i was starving when i went there so i had no energy to walk.so i was walking reallllllllly slowly.hahas.then later when i came out i was walking slowly too coz i was so full. and i miss coke!:( i wanna drink coke!but i just drank coke yesterday and at pizzahut there was pepsi.so cannot drink anymore otherwise i'd die of diebetes.



and we saw _______________'s bag. how conspicuous it is hor. SO BRIGHT. and you can see it even though you're like 400m away from her.hahas. is that far enough? anyway. my point is u can see her BAG from so far away.



urgh.and i saw my marksheet today.so pathetic wan. everything was lower than ____'s. unfair!!even though it's probabbly also lower than everybody else, but still.. i dont want my grades to be lower than hers!!!so i shall work doubly hard!:D which also means i will die of boredom. yuck. apparently im supposed to finish the purple assessment that shermainey has by september holidays.and i've not even done 1/4 of it yet. im slowly doing now lorhx. and it's NOT NICE>:(



oh.then i walked with shermainey to the bus stop after eating and i told her i would wait for her until her bus came.and like before her bus was my bus.but we couldnt see that the bus after MY bus was HER bus. so i had to watch her go. hahas. WE SAW COWIE!!:D stoopid cowie. i couldn't go cowieeeeeeeee.i went cowie. hahas. :D and you asked me whether i wanted FREE bread?! no thanks. hahas((:



and then my bus came really soon. (: usually my buses all come at once. so if i miss one i miss all? :S hahas. and the bus was really empty until those IDIOTS came. so irritating. they kept on talking about some sharon and rebecca and they dun even noe how to pronounce properly. sharon become SAAALON and rebecca became libekka. eeyer.



im bored bored bored!!!:(



[[02.14p.m.]]



[[edited]] oh.i just rmbered. was talking to my tuitionteacher yesterday about what i shld take. she made triplescience sound lovely!!!but i noe i'll definitely die like shit if i slack lorhx. and i always slack 1 term. if it's not term1 it's term3. watever. gahh. all i noe is that i'd die if ____'s in my class. actually having her in the same skl as me is already enough to make me wanna die. but oh well. if she isnt in my class i wont have to see her from 7.35 all the way till skl ends right? hahas.BAHH!now i feel like going triplescience.but like half of me dun wanna go. i dunno larrs. if i do well enough then i'll think about it. for now.i'd just concentrate on getting more As and not getting E8 and F9. BAHH!. im in a bad mood now. bahh.after typing all this. i just realized how much effort i need to put in to study. AIYAH.so irritating. grr.

Y

1:53 PM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

hahas. i started studying for finalyear.it's scary. i read abit of science.and i decided i better read the stoopid rollofthunderhearmycry coz i dont understand anything.hahas. im proud of myself!((:



ok.maybe its not exactly called studying.but i decided to inspire myself to study or at least read the boring textbook so that i can be one step closer to my goal of becoming a rich woman next time:D i can't wait.hahas.(:



yay yay yay.teachers day is coming!!which means we dont have to go to skl!!:D bahh.which also means it's a day nearer to getting the progress report. YUCKS. i dun wanna get my progress report back!! :( noooooooooo.



i cut my hair.and apparently im supposed to look more natural. but i think i look.. the same. which means that having that eeky horrible dry hair that i have makes me look natural?!!:X eeyerrr. then i dun want.hahas.



bahh.shermainey!!i bought the stuff u wanted me to buy. im nice.(:



eeks.housefly alerts!!!yuckkkk.housefly housefly. i see another housefly in my house!!!!!:S eeyerrr!!! what exactly is a housefly? housefly, common name of the fly Musca domestica, found in most parts of the world. The housefly, a scavenger, does not bite living animals but is dangerous because it carries bacteria and protozoans that cause many serious diseases, e.g., typhoid fever, cholera, and dysentery. The housefly feeds by depositing a drop of digestive liquid on its food, which may be garbage, excrement, or other filth. Although most of the liquid drop is sucked back again through the insect's tubelike lower lip, or labium, a residue remains that may contain disease-causing organisms from previous meals. Disease is also transmitted on the fly's sticky foot pads and hairy body. Each female lays from 100 to 200 eggs in the garbage or manure on which the white larvae feed.



tts what a housefly is. it's scary.the dangers of a housefly. whee.hahas.



shermainey!!!!!u need another favour from me.bahh.which means i have to spend money again.hahas. u noe i pestered the DEAR woman at the popular place.and she was too cheenafied. she didnt noe how to pronounce the word royally. she went LOYERRY hahas. it's damn farniee.



anyway.todays super boring.i shall go inspire myself to finish up lit. i dunno how to do!!!:( bahh. and then i stil have to finish the lit essay. i need help with lit. bahh.im giving up on lit. i used to like lit to bits. it was nice. esp the story of romeo and juliet. it's better than roll ofthunder-_- except that when term3 started..romeo and juliet got ohsoboring.and i fell asleep.hahas.



there's no more diving to watch. bahh. no more nice body to look at!hahas. i sound like a perv. anyway. my mom said im a pervert. im SO NOT ONE. lalala.



this isnt a long entry. i like long entries. they are fun to scroll up and down and up again.and then down!((: im going highh!!hahas. the after effects of pms. whee.



ooh.i can't wait to go to skl tmr!!:D there;s MUSIC!!!!!oh man.but there's tuition tmr!!and i better go finish up my homework and rmb to bring back the assessment i left in skl.hahas.



hmmm.shermainey!!!cockroach--YUCKS!!!hahas. DA BU SI DE ZHANG LANG! i like that phrase. hahas. lalala.



dun wanna blog anymore. lala.



[[5.00pm]]

Y

4:27 PM

Saturday, August 28, 2004

urgh.i thought it would take forever for me to blog.anyway. i just finished zhouji. still have that tedious math to do. which is bahh.i looked at the question and i decided it was too cheem. :/ i said i liked trigonometry yesterday!hahas.



oh oh oh!!and something big happened today!i dun like michael phelps anymore. whee. his face is irritating. i felt like slapping somebody when i saw his face. oh yuck. i like ianthorpeeeeee now!!((:



hmm..like i wasted the whole day. was happy in the morning coz i didnt have to wake up in the dark to go to skl for gb. yay!(: but i woke up like er. 4 times coz i couldnt get myself to wakeup. like i opened my eyes and closed them immediately. and i decided i better go change my thing since i felt quite :S so i woke up.



bahh. had rotiprata for breakfast!:D lovely lovely. it was so hot.as in the prata was nice and hot!then after that i did some math.then watched tv. then came online. and went off.and on again.and bathed and practised piano and came online again. then went offline at about 5 to watch diving!((: omg. it's damn nice!!hahas.



the china ones are scary. and the alexdunnowatdunnowat also quite scary. but the michael helms or dunno wat is scariest. :S eeyer. they dive scarily.



oh.then watched synchro swimming. nice nice!!:D russia was super good. but i think canada was nice too.and so was japan's.



hmm.im bored. bored bored bored. talking to clari and shermainey. shermy dun freak out lah.((: it's not good. ur mind might get too freaked out and then u'll die of mental exhaustion or smth. then u'll die. and then i have to go to ur funeral. which is NOT GOOD.i hate funerals. bahh.



oh.and today's shermy+jamie's darrling renfu's birthday. bahh.



my entry is kinda short. oh well. i shall fill some crap here.



im supposed to study today.but wat have i done?nothing. that sec2 briefing yesterday sort of inspired me to study and do more math and science to pull up my grades. since my math is dropping so much that im flunking math and my science is still as sucky as ever. but somehow that inspiration disappeared. and now i dont really care. but i do wanna get into a nice class next year. they dont have to be brilliantly smart. i can't stand smart people coz they make me feel stupid. and i want nice people in my class. not all the eeks people. oh yuck.



and i still can't believe the year's ending. it's such a nice class. i mean i still sorta miss last year but somehow i think this year is just as good((: i've made all the nice friends who really care when ur sad and they are happy when ur happy. and they are all so retardedly retarded. it's farniee. hahas. and there are also people who i always thought of as antisocial and freako but they are nice lorhx.(: and i noe i'll miss them when we go to different classes. and then i'll get all sad and soppy. bahh.hahas.



anyway.there's still like september and october left.(: lalala.



i hope my pmsiness is gone. (: and i hope i stop breaking out. i pray pray pray that no new pimples appear on my bloody face.



lalala



[[9.01pm]]

Y

8:26 PM

Friday, August 27, 2004

sigh. why's everyone around me sad. im sad too!!vahh. coz of you lah. go and piss me off. stop making use of me!!! i cant stand it. and u only think about urself urself and YOURSELF.the whole world doesnt revolve around you and only YOU. bahh. why are you so freaking normal for 20 minutes but so eekily horrible for 2 hrs!!! ur making me bloody confused lah. grr. u only talk about urself urself urself. i noe it's only natural that u think about yourself. but u overdo it!!! and u can do this. but why can't i do wat u did too?!!! BAHH!and now i dun even noe why im sad. isit coz im pmsing or am i sad?!



ok.i feel much better now. anyway. skl was okay today larrs.hahas. i typed an entry in my other com just now.but i dont feel the same way about you after 4hrs. lalala.



today the minute i entered the class..i smelt cookies. which is yuckyuck after smelling them for so many hours yesterday.hahas.oh well. then i walked down with shermainey. mm.and it was SO HOT! the morning is supposed to be nice and cool lorhx. not hot!! bahh. anyway. er. then er. we came upstairs.



i mean. went back upstairs.had english.did some oral thingy. lucky she nv call me.otherwise i would have died. and now my tuition teacher wants to do oral too. like yuck. why must they do oral?! i mean oral depends on ur mood lah. and i noe i totally flunked my chinese oral. bahh.



hmm.then had math. that trigonometrical ratio or dunnowat dunnowat is quite nice lah. better than the L1 over L2 square thing. i cant stand that. so cheem. sigh.



bahh.i think im pmssing. which is gross. coz i'll become really eeky and all when i start to pms. BAHH! i'll get moody then i'll start thinking of suicidal thoughts?! :X i dun want!!!



then had pe. YUCKS. and the first group we had to play against was so :S they are scary ok.they throw the ball like dunnowat liddat.and then they start flying out of nowhere.which is uber SCARY.



then had recess. sat with the usual group.ate noodles and drank dabei coke.hmm. then wat else arh. er. then came up.and claire wore my pinafore by accident. and it looked weird on her.hahas. coz her skirts are always darkk blue and mine are like fady.hahas.



then she sprayed so much impulse my nose almost died. i was like flinging it under the fan. then had geog test. it was so boring. i was sleepy after it.and i stole vals cushion and then started to lie and hug it and all lah.



got back chinese paper. omg. buttybutt did so damn well lah. ((: and she just disappeared offline after oh shit lah. or smth liddat. hhaas.



erm.then had cme talk. it was er. boring? i dunno larrs. all i noe is that they make all the subjects sound so scary!!haix. i better start studying. bahh.i hate studying!!it's so boring. and i stare at the book or write notes or watever only half the info goes in and by tmr it will disappear mysteriously? :/ sigh. i tried alot of studying methods. and none work for me. maybe my brain's too corrupted. coz i memorize useless stuff like tv shows.hahas.



oh well.then went to michelle's house for a lil' while. then went home.and er my mom came back at the same time as me. wahh. i was hungry hungry!!!:( then after that i typed my weird entry lah.



bahh. anyway.i dun feel like typing anymore. yupp. bye



[[10.21pm]]

Y

9:54 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

bahh.this is so bloody irri.am i very fickle or wat.first im pissed at you.now im not.and now i find somebody else to get pissed at:/



this morning was nice.as in really nice.it's not been like that for a longggg time.hahas.((: gahh.and i was thinking wat a nice day it would be!!until i got back my math paper.wat shit lah.



pe next.after chinese.yuck.we had to go to that fly infested place.which is gross. then later we sat on the step thingy.hahas.apparently we looked like we were gonna take class photo.hahas.it's farniee.oh.then er. we are gonna play rugby soon?! which is eeky.coz rugby is eeky.and i was like aiyah.sure lose wan lah.hahas.



hmm.then had home econs.wahh!the indian teacher is scary.some mrs a-dunnowat.i cant rmb.anw. home econs was scary i tell you.uber scary.its too long for me to type everything out.hahas.



yupp.then had recess.and wat else arh.oh.shermy and jamie had to go stand near the rain.it's eeky.so cold.i hate rainy days.actually i hate sunny days too.hahas. i dunno larrs.



then had computer next.i didnt do anything lorhx.i was just making eeky shapes and changing them into symbols.hahas.



next was er. science.presented the pbl thing.it was screwed.so screwed.we are gonna get so low lah. :/ and i feel like it's my fault:( i cant think of a reason why its my fault?but i just feeel that it's my fault?



hahas.it's fun telling shermy that she crushes on puke!hahas((: farniee!it's so farnie.and then she'll go eeeeeeee or dunno wat.hahas.



ladeedah.i think she's nice.even though she tells me she isnt.and it's not the person on top.wait.actually i dun think she's nice.i think she's really really uber nice!!:D and as for you,i dunno wat to say.



i think my entry's long.even though it isnt.hahas.and im in no mood to blog anymore.bye.



[[3.10p.m.]]

Y

2:59 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

hahas.im highh!(: i oso dunno why but im just high now.finally!!i havent been high for a long time.coz there wasnt anything nice to be high about.



im talking to clarissa now.u stoopid idiot!!!grr.im not strangely odd.hahas. and now im waiting for her to tell me who she thinks is strangely odd.she said people in our class is strangely odd?!not true!!hahas. oh.now the people who she tells me are weird. are seriously odd.hahas.and shermy..arent you happy?hahas.ur not inside!



i was uber sleepy today:( i finished studying for the stoopid tests at around 11.30. and then i went downstairs and watched abit of diving.but after i watched it,i didnt wanna sleep anymore!!but i still slept lah.



me and phoonie were mugging on the bus.and after that we got too tired so we fell asleep.mm.and then we reached skl! went up to class.lalala. then somebody in class looked strangely scary to me.hahas.



hmm.then i read my textbooks summore.more more more.



then went down so early lah.shermy said the bell rang already or dunno wat.then we walk walk walk and the bell rings -_- hahas. oh.but buttybutt was early today!coz apparently she said something like dunno wat she dun wanna be late again.



hmm.then went upstairs.oh.u noe wat?butty butt has a nice expression to herself. :3 hahas.had lit first i think. wah!!b-o-r-i-n-g. boring boring.oh maybe i just dunno how to appreciate.hahas.and i was happily crapping in the poem thing. The Slave. hahas.lalala



then had math.we didnt do much today.just went through the question.im gonna make sure i learn it properly.(: then i wont have to worry about failing math or something. :/ i dun wanna fail anymore:(



oh.then serene's group presented their thingy.so farniee!ok.maybe it wasnt that farniee.but i like the teddybear!!or watever it was.nice and yellow!((:



then had pw. GRRRRR!!!we were kept in for 10 MINUTES!!!>:( u noe how long 10minutes is!!:( no malay stall today.blehh.oh.but the grps that presented their ppt is uber long.which made me realize that ours is uber short.it's less than 30slides.hahas.



oh.then had recess!!!!! yuckyuckyuck.nowadays i feel like buttybutt. stoopid shermy's on the first floor already and im still stuck on third floor!!!:( haix. wait for me leh!!!then later when we came up.we saw ... hahas.tt was damn farniee. ok.it wasnt we saw.I saw it.coz of somebody lah.go and walk so fast. hmphh.hahas. im gonna walk faster than you tmr.



chinese next. wahh.this paper super wordy lah.then the compre so cheemified how i understand.i was doing the compre before the first bell rang and i only finished a little while before the bell rang or smth.i dunno lar.i fell asleep. :X



then had science test next.eeks!i almost died doing the last question.why in the world was it like a math question?!i was almost there. but my final equation thingy was wrong wrong wrong. so there goes my hope of 25/30 :( aiyah.heck lah.i always knew it was impossible.



hmm.then wat else was there. oh yeah!freeperiod!!went to the toilet!!and i found out the eeky eeky wateverit'scalled HAS A COCKROACH INSIDE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :X yuck yuck yuck!!



then msteo came in earlier.and we had history.then had to stay back a while coz er. of some weird thingy lah.hahas.then took cab home!!((: it looked like it was gonna rain wat.



i better continue doing my art researchcrap.



im gonna reply 1 tag.hahas.actually there's nothing to reply in the first place.but like er. i need a biggggggg favour from her:))



shermy
hi idiot.hahas.im sleepy.and bored.gonna nap soon. can you do me a bigggggggg favour? please? :) WALK SLOWER CAN!!!!:/ u walk so scarily fast. im like bigger than you and heavier than you and everything is worse than urs so i cant walk scarilyy fast.so walk slowerrrrrrr!!dun be evil:( anyway.can you do me ANOTHER favour? :D can send me ur art research.copy and paste!then TADA it's mine.hahas.it sounds selfish. lalax.but heck lar. i've only done 3 questions after 1hr.blehh.yupp.cya tmr shermy.



done!



[[04.15pm]]

Y

3:48 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

oh well.i shldnt be online now.i desperately need to study.but i dun wanna study!!:( i have no inspiration to study.i need inspiration!!and the nice poster that shiyou gave me yesterday when i was peering through teenage isnt enough.they look too happy inside.im sad:((



i was nice today:)) i havent cursed.and i dun plan to.i didnt even say the word shit today. tts a change:) gahh. oh.and sangiee..im not pissed at her lah.i forgot about it already. lalala.



went to skl.i didnt wanna go to skl.i was hoping i'd wake up in the middle of the night again like exactly 7days ago and then i'll get diarrhea again.i have tuition in 2hrs.and i havent gotten any chinese or science into my head. it's pathetic. i wanna get above 75% for chinese.and i wanna get 25/30 for science.and it's impossible:( I WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!! i need a hot guy's face staring at me.otherwise i have no inspiration!!!even a poster is good?:D urgh.and my mom just called.and she sounded so scary:X from her tone she sounded as if i shld get full marks!? :/



and math is sucky.i dread dread dread the day we get back mathpaper.it's horrid! i noe i didnt do that well.unless there was a miracle.and somehow all the crap i wrote worked.argh.im pitying myself again.wat shit is this



oh.had english.didnt do much.just read the scary asian geographic.the pictures are scary.:/ except for the marinereserve thing.



lit after that.not fun not fun. i still prefer romeo and juliet.it's still so sweet to me.though the storyline is lame. -.-



gahh.science next.had pbl presentation.we are presenting tmr?which is yuck YUCK YUCK. i noe the speech thingy that i wrote was total crap.i just rewrote wat was typed on the ppt.i just changed the phrasing? AIYAH.i dunno lah.



recess was next. tmr the only reason im going to skl is coz of recess.and freeperiod. not the tests!!:(( im still wasting time now.haix.



then had math.apparently im soft-spoken.i still find it amusing.im soft spoken. hahas.farniee.we learnt the sine and cosine and tangent and dunno wat lah.i cant rmb.



had music after that.went comlab coz i didnt feel like singing today.anw.it wasnt thattt fun.me and weitsin shared the computer and we didnt even understand the thingy.hahas.how farniee.then we were looking at the humphrey and conny thing when mstsien suddenly came.hahas.then she was like wat happened.lala



then skl ended.saw ahmax and jamie while sitting with buttybutt. and i think i injured jamie's arm. sorry!!if anything happens it's not my fault right?i gave u wedges?:D stood at the bus stop for such a long time. and the bus was hot and crowded.so stuffy.cant stand all the _____ girls.cant they sound abit more normal when they talk? and there was this girl who kept on acting cute just coz her boyfriend was next to her.i was thinking yuckk.then the bus suddenly jerked and she clinged on to her boyfriend like shit. o.o some people arhx.



anw.i dun seem to be in the mood for shoutouts anymore.yup.bye



[[3.12pm]]

Y

2:59 PM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

i just finished bathing.then went to eat lunch.now im back. hahas.today was so yuck. yuck yuck yuck.i dun want september to come!!it just means that there's stoopid kayaking. :/



today went to skl really early but people were there already. hahas. then later went to change.



msjunetan was sick so mrstan came with us. sat on hocksengs' bus with sangee.hahas. i like ur cd!((: hahas. it's nice.like i've heard almost all their songs?but i nv knew who sang them. lalax.



soon we reached the kallangbasin or watever it's called lah.sigh. we had to kayak by ourselves?!:/ eeks. i was like wat if i drown!!then it'll be the end of me!!bleh.



it was so screwy. i kept on getting stranded!!like everyone's going straight and im going straight too.then suddenly i keep on turning left.and i paddle left to move back right.and later i start moving right right right. sighh.



oh.then we had to do some stupit capsize thingy.er.yeah.on purpose. ooh.the water was damn salty. eeks. is salt an acid? if it is.then wont my skin get corroded or smth? :/ yuck. then we started floating about lah.hahas.it was kinda fun. then later we had to start kayakingagain.



oh.we decided to er. wat isit again. oh.wat to do when somebody capsizes. which is eeky. we had to lift up the kayak thingy. and like i got no strength wan lorhx. im useless wat. :/



and they wanted 2 people to capsize. then me, prilaa and michelle were in one group. first prilaa capsized lah.then after that it was me :X yikes. then when i finally got into my kayak again,i toppled and fell back in again. it's gross ok. then we were like drifting drifting drifting.



hmm.then went back shore.hahas.i left out alot of details but whatever. then we had to lift up the kayaks and all that crap lah.hahas.then tiffany told me that she had to be in skl at 2 to show the p6 swimmers arnd the skl.then i was like but why wld a swimmer wanna come to our skl? if i were a swimmer..and a good one.i doubt i'll stay in mg.dunno larrs.



urgh. i can't stand that fat instructor!!!>:( like he was insulting us?! and he even scolded smallmichelle just coz she wasnt holding the paddles in the correct way when washing it.so it wld be like spoilt or dunno wat crap lah. like hello?!did you even tell us how to hold the paddle in such a way that the paddle wont spoil?! grr. and then she was trying to help lorhx. stoopid. he's just biased against us! horrible fat ass. gahh.



and then she was being all eeky. like hello. you get pissed also no need to vent your frustrations and anger on other people right. like watthe lah. stoopid idiot. >:( so wat if your temper isnt good. not good then not good lah. ur that sort of person who will be all nice to people when you need a favour.yuckyuckyuck! aiyah. im in my im nice mood from now on.so i shall be nice to you. BAHH.



oh and er. she says you are fake.and you said something else about her. and she says this and you say that. so are you the fake one or is she the fake one? :S im confused!i dunno larrs. it's not my problem anyway.



oh oh oh!!there's only one thing good about today!i finally got darker((: and seriously i hope it won't disappear tmr. i'll cry if it does. im like so brown now. hahas.but i hate the sandal marks. they make my feet look as if they have a pattern. which is eeky. and the sleeve mark is quite scary too.coz the pe shirt sleeves arent short.and the thigh marks are scary too. and the sunblock didnt work on my face. i got darker?! or maybe i forgot to put on my nose? i dunno larrs.hahas.



yuck.and my mom wants me to do math everyday.coz she said my previous test was too laopok. she said dunno wat..wat if you fail your finalyear. sigh. my life's gonna be even more boring now. i hate studying. and doing math is boring now.i used to like it okaeeeeeee.but i also dunno why.hahas.



ooh.i think i better go now.i wanna pee.hahas.byee!



no shouties today!OH.which reminds me of smth. PBL!!!diee.



[[03.18pm]]

Y

2:44 PM

Friday, August 20, 2004

lalax.hahas.tuition just ended.and i just finished watching zhenxinmiyu. my sister is mugging so i can use the com. how nice!(: hahas.



today's such a happy day! oh well. i finally got high. and er. school.some parts were quite eeky. coz i was making a nuisance of myself.



in the morning.hmm.i learnt one chapter of tingxie.hopefully i'll pass. i was super freaked out.i dun wanna fail ever again!!:( it's saddening to see a 5/20. and if i fail summore tingxies.i'll have higher chance of failing other subjects as well too. no no no!!im not gonna let that happen.



erm.then had english. blehh.i got scolded coz i didnt stand.i forgot. :/ then we got back our rites of passage story and english compre. my rites of passage compo was so crap lah.hahas.



then had math.apparently we are quiet. like do i look quiet?!:/ i can't help it if i dun feel like talking at that particular moment? hahas. anw. er.we did some pythegorous theorum thing.i have no idea how to spell that topic.hahas.



then had pe. oh yuck yuck.i dun like netball.i feel so loserfied during pe. :/ and we were the lousiest grp. yuck.hahas.we cant catch.cant aim and cant throw. or at leasst i cant. hahas.



then had recess!!oh man.i love to drink dabei coke on friday!!((: so nice and cold. hahas.then i ate wedges!



then had geog. jennifer's group presented for pw.their ppt is soo long? hahas.i duno larrs. or maybe ours is too short?



then had chinese.wrote some weird yingyongwen on how we,as a parent, is concerned about the increasing rates of car accidents where the victims are always children. like er.do we care? :/ i wrote some crap lah. hahas.



then had cme. you idiot.im not blee. stoopid shermy and stoopid jamie.the 2 of you got hearing problem.hahas.coz i dont think i have pronounciation problem?lalax.



hmm.then school ended!it was raining so scarily.yuck.i hate it when it rains. and it was so cold. :X



yupps.then came home and all.then er. i came online.hahas.



then at night when for tuition. we saw an abandoned rabbit!!!!:(( so poor thing. i dont like dogs and cats that much..except MY cat.but somehow i love rabbits!!:( this horrible guy went to let his dog go near the rabbit and i think the rabbit's nose got bitten>:( you horrible owner!dont bully the rabbit.you sadist!



and ying just wanted to ask him if he noes the spca number coz he was walking his dog. and he started mumbling about how if ur too busy and dunno wat rubbish.like hello?! we arent the ones who abandoned the white rabbit!grr.



yupps.wanted to go see the rabbit again during break.then maybe ying could keep it.but when we went there.it disappeared!!!:(( i really wanted phoonie to have it!!then i can go visit the rabbit!!:) but now. bLEH!!no more rabbit:((



yuck.and tmr theres canoeing.like yuck yuck yuck.i dun wanna go. not when you have to do it alone. :( i dont want!!i might capsize and die and that'll be the end of me.and i'll live a pathetic life.i've always wanted to live a fufilling life.hahas. but somehow my life is quite boring. boring boring boring.



i think i better to take the stoopid canoeing stuff for tmr now. byee!



[[10.35pm]]

Y

10:13 PM



oh my god. im high!!as in HIGHH!!!!((: i've not been high since dunnowhen and im highhhhhhhhhhh now!!!!

Y

4:35 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

ooh.i like the blogthis thingy. hahas. but the black looks quitee weird. but i dun wanna use blue.i think it wld look weirder.hahas.i have no idea why im online. bleahh. hahas. lalalax.

Y

7:22 PM


whee. hahas. i watched a little bit of wqyl. but i decided not to watch after i saw dcf. he so boring wan. hahas. renfu's so biantai.



i feel so bloated. :/ hahas. school was er. okay today.hahas. went to skl and blah. and then i started pestering weitsin again.hahas.was trying to irritate her by sitting on her chair and then moving away and then coming back again.hahas.



anyway. then er. had history. msteo showed us some of her weird transparency thingy which was kinda :S to me.



then had math. wah. dunno wat kind of question they set lorhx. how in the world do u do a question without any lengths given?! and i think i left out one worksheet when i was revising. urgh. i better start doing more math. eeks.



oh.then had english. we have to do some weird moviereview thingy which is impossible because i can't rmb wat whale rider is about. aiyah.i'll just go crap some review out later. and i forgot to bring back roll of thunder as well.yuck. why must we read rollofthunder for lit. i prefers dramas! like romeo&juliet:) it's so sweet. even though it still is quitee boring. but it's better than rollofthunder.



after that was recess! :D i bought the weird spaghetti.shermy bought currychicken and rice.then we went to sit with the usual people. then ate 1 honeysausage after that. oh.and i didnt buy a drink today!:) i need to save money.im pretty broke. :/ i spent too much that time. :X



then had er.science. i forgot to bring my science paper again and mrslow said she wanted to minus one mark coz i couldnt produce. she sounded sick. wat i cannot produce?! :/ ooh.i just found my sciencepaper. it's next to my phone now.



then had geog. we presented our skit thingy.hahas. i like ahmax and elyssa's! hahas. it was farnie!:) claire was farnie too.hahas.but i didnt really get the joke? hahas. until the end when she said we can recycle glass? hahas.



er. then had art! colours are nice!(: but they er. are boring after u look at 6 websites about colours. and they all look the same to me. only the bbc webbie on interior design is nice. i like the doorknocker!i've nv seen a doorknocker in singapore? hahas.i shall go ask my mom to put a doorknocker! hahas.



then skl ended!walked down with phoonie.hahas. and we talked quite alot. about people and about stuff. then reached home.



sigh. i dunno whether i shld still blog about it.i was thinking about it today.and i still wanna blog about it.



i hate people who hint that im stupit more than once. what's the point of hinting that when i already noe i am stupit. maybe u were just joking but i thought about it and i came to a conclusion. i didn't feel that u were joking.i felt that u were just trying to tell me stop being so stupid. yuck. i can't stand you anymore. it's on and off? like every 10 minutes u piss me off.but every 5 minutes u dont? :/ i dunno.i really dunno. why why why must you act like this. it's so eeky. maybe im the one who changed.or maybe ur the one who changed? or maybe both of us changed. i dunno if you'll ever see this.and seriously.even if u see this i dun really care. now that i think about it i dun even want ____________ anymore. if you are nice to me for just one day and not irritate me or piss me off.i think i can try and not hate you.



im not in the mood for shoutouts.and i think i have to go now. bye



[[3.20p.m.]]


Y

3:00 PM

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

whee.i just finished watching wqyl. it was so farnie. hahas. :) they were telling ghost stories.hahas.i like the shit one renfu said. :D then got dcf too. hahas.



oh man.it's so hot today. :/ i hate hot days!!and when i stepped into my house the clouds had to come out. why couldnt they come out and block the freaking sun instead of letting me walk. bleh. im sleepy.



i dun think there's homework today right? whee.i shall finish blogging and then go study abit before i watch the 4.30 channel u show!:) the channel u on my tv is finally niice and clear!whee.



today was a rather happy day.hahas.i got to skl and warmed my seat again!hahas.i was literally forcing sangee to read my letter.hahas:) my letter's nice rightt?:D



urgh.then had lit. i got 12 for the stoopid essay -_- yucks. which also means i got 48/100? and it also means i failed!!!:( and she still say she nv fail anybody.



oh.then had math!i managed to do the first few questions of the worksheet. (: im happy. i dun seem to be able to do much math anymore. shall go do more questions. yuck.



oh oh oh!!i made a new plan today. i shall watch wqyl,the weird 4.30 show which is uber farnie and i'll also watch er. the zhenxinmiyu. i cant rmb wat its called in english. hhaas.and i'll spent 1hr online.tts 4hrs.then +6hrs of skl and abt 7hrs of sleep tts 17hrs!which means i have 7hrs left. 1.5hrs on eating bathing and coming home and blah.i'll have 5.5hrs left. minus 1 hr for piano tt'll be 4.5hrs left for studying each day. yuck. :( i hate studying!!tv..the com and talking on the phone is MUCH NICER!!!!!:))



then had pw. bleh.it was so long.and we got let off late. :X i ate from laksa stall and i had to wait for shermy.the malay stall finally had bread!it didnt close down. hahas. sat with the usual group.



haix. sometimes i feel so :X
I’ve done it, I’ve blown it again
I’ve done it I’ve blown it again
Gone and lost my one true friend




sigh. oh then had chinese. we were supposed to go com lab for the cd thingy lorhx!:(



then we had er. science!im starting to like science.coz i dont feel lost when mrslow talks anymore!:) then had freeperiod!



then history and skl ended.whee.



im starting to hate the paranoia i feel. im getting so freaking paranoid. :/ i want my old self back!!:( i havent been high for a longgg time.i miss being high. :(



oh well.at least i didnt feel too eeky towards _ ,_ and _ today. i was pretty nice to them okay.hahas.but i dunno larrs.isit just me or is ~ getting weirder. it's either i have moodswings or she does.or maybe im just being paranoid again. :3



im taking forever to type this entry.gee. i think my body's becoming abnormal. i feel hungry.and i had lunch like about and hour ago. and i seem to poo more than usual.but it's not diarrhea? aiyah.i dont care lah.the most i'll just die earlier than other people. bahh.im not in the mood for shoutouts today. but i'll reply tags.



shuwen hahas.why cannot type such tags?im showing concern.hahas. err.i came to the conclusion that ur les quite a long time ago? hahas.dont worry lah.they build special houses and even have credit cards for homos.or if ur worried u can always go to other places where homosexuality is accepted. hahas.jkjk. ahmax hahas. hi ahmax!:) my cleaningbuddy!!hahas. yupp yupp.thanks for the tag!



am going. bye.



[[04.12p.m.]]


Y

3:34 PM

Monday, August 16, 2004

ripped this off cowie's old old blog.i was bored!!



LAYER [ONE]
-- Name: meijin!
-- Birth date: 09121990
-- Birthplace: err.that weird thomson dunnowat dunnowat
-- Eye Color: brown!
-- Hair Color: it's screwed.
-- Height: the last time measured it was 157. i wanna grow summore!:(
-- righty or Lefty: righty.
-- Zodiac Sign: Horse



LAYER [TWO]
-- Your heritage: wat heritage.
-- The shoes you wore today: no shoes yet.im stuck at home today.
-- Your weakness: too many
-- Your fears: too many.im useless. :/
-- Your perfect pizza: hawaian.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: grow taller.



LAYER [THREE]
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM:hahas?
-- Your thoughts first waking up: why am i not sick?
-- Your best physical feature: err.dun have? :S
-- Your bedtime: it varies.i can sleep at 8 but i can also sleep at 12.
-- Your most missed memory: i have too many :X



LAYER [FOUR]
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke coke coke!
-- McDonald's or Burger King: burgerking!((:
-- Single or group dates: depends lah.
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas. but somehow i buy more nike stuff?
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:isnt nestea a honeybrand? :/
-- Chocolate or vanilla: VANILLA!((: unless you're refering to chocolate? as in chocolate chocolate..
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coke.



LAYER [FIVE]
-- Smoke: yucks. now ay.
-- Sing: cant sing.
-- Take a shower everyday: im hygienic!:D
-- Have a crush(es):lalax.
-- Do you think you've been in love:er.no.hahas.
-- Want to go to college: yepp.
-- Like(d) high school: nice nice. i noe more people? hahas.
-- Believe in yourself: depends.
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes.
-- Think you're attractive: eeww.
-- Think you're a health freak:i eat too much rubbish.hahas.
-- Get along with your parent(s): er. 45% of the time.
-- Like thunderstorms:no.
-- Play an instrument: piano. but im too lousy.



LATER [SIX]
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: nope.
-- Smoked:smoking is sick.
-- Done a drug: is medicine counted?
-- Made Out:nope.
-- Gone on a date:naah
-- Gone to the mall: yep.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no. i always have to brush my teeth twice after eating 2 oreo cookies.
-- Been on stage: noo.
-- Been dumped: nope.
-- Gone skating:yawn.
-- Made homemade cookies:i cant bake properly. and i cant be bothered to.
-- Gone skinny dipping: no.
-- Dyed your hair: nope.
-- Stolen anything: I hide peoples' stuff. is that counted? :)



LAYER [SEVEN]
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: i got better things to do.
-- If so, was it mixed company: -
-- Been caught "doing something": wat something.
-- Been called a tease: errrrrrrr. nO?
-- Gotten beaten up:er. i dun think so?
-- Shoplifted: im a good girl!
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yeah.but i felt disgusted with myself. :/



LAYER [EIGHT]
-- Age you hoping to be married: do i look like i wanna be a spinster?
-- Numbers and Names of Children: er. i dunno.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: on some exotic island!! no wait. tts not my wedding .hahas.er. it must be nice, sweet, simple and expensive!((:
-- Where you want to go to college:i dunno. see first
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: any proper and professional job that will make me rich. then i'll switch careers and buy over the meiji company!
-- What country would you most like to visit: errr. i wanna visit alot alot of places. hahas. i wanna go on a trip around the world. and its supposed to last me one year! :D



LAYER [NINE]
In a guy..
-- Personality features: wat personality.
--Best eye color: brown. actually i dun really care. as long as it looks nice.
-- Best hair color: dunno. it must look nice lah
-- Short or long hair: dunno? :/
-- Height: tall tall tall!!!!
-- Best weight: not too skinny but not obese?
-- Best articles of clothing: wat articles.
-- Best first kiss location: dunno.nv thought abt it.



LAYER [TEN]
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life:1. but why shld i trust people with my life?
-- Number of CDs that I own: it's pathetic. hahas.
-- Number of piercing: 2. one on each ear.
-- Number of tattoos: the temporary ones. alot alot.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: never see before. if u see my name in the newspaper please please please tell mee!
-- Number of scars on my body: quite a few.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too much.



no more! :D

Y

10:19 AM


bleh.i feel retarded.im online before 8am -_- hahas.i just woke up and i got a shock coz it was like all bright and i was like OH NO! I AM LATE FOR SKL!!! then later i was like.but im not evne going to skl today.hahas.and then i went to eat. i decided that i better eat and drink more water otherwise i might get stomachulcer or dunno wat because er.i had diarrhoea and shitted everything out? :/ i stayed awake for 2hrs. bleh.



and there's this stoopid dog downstairs howling like some rooster. bleh.stoopid dog. u wanna wake the whole neighbourhood up at 4am with ur bloody howling isit. man. and tt dog is simply enorrrrmous.and i almost stepped on it once coz i was daydreaming so i was looking like infront and not down? and it was lying on the floor.so i walk walk walk and i look down and eeks.the dog is infrontof me.so i hurry up siam away before it bit me.:/ i hate bigdogs!!!and tt dog might have rabies? but then again.



the dog has an owner. it's like not a stray dog and it lives in my neighbourhood. yucks. it's not as if letting ur dog live outside ur house will make it a better watchdog right.and even if it's a good watchdog,does he recognize everybody who's good? and even if he recognises everybody, wat if this weirdo who lives on the 8th floor decides to rob the person on say..the 28th floor. some people are just weird? hahas.



ok.i'll give shoutouts



shermy
heyshermainey!!((: hahas.did u miss me today? u better ok. hahas. apparently i still owe u a fewlines letter isit? hahas.i'll try and find it so i can reply.hahas. i have a longg day infrontof me rmb.hahas.((:



jamie
heyheyy!!:D u wont get the complainy letter anymore.i decided tt it got outdated.hahas.oh.and u hv to help me pass ting her letter and dont lose it again. ur such a blurpok. hahas. :))



ahmax
HEYYHEYYHEYY!!hahas. my cleaningbuddy!!((: i have another hellokitty mirror at home.hahas.u want it?it's brandnew!whee.and good luckfor ur piano exam! dont be like me.i forgot 2 scales.and pray tt ur sightreading is like mine-C MAJOR.but i flunked mine lah. :(



oh man.my stomach's growling and i feel like shitting. byee!



[[07.59p.m.]]

Y

7:50 AM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

yay.i just finished watching the swimming thingy.not that it was thattt interesting. i think i saw more commercials.and my dad keeps on changing the channel.so like hes watching tabletennis or smth now.isit that amusing to have china people playing for australia or newzealand? :/ my dads so weird.he seemed so intrigued by that.



oh.went for tuition in the morning.i decided not to draw on ying's face anymore. vahh.tuitions so boring.



and then i started studying for chinesetest. i finished 1 chapter.after 3 hrs. hahas.coz like half the time i was walking arnd the house. i accidentally stepped on my cat's tail!!!:/ i feel so horrible. it jumped UP when i stepped on her tail. then it ran away.coz i think it was very painful?hahas.i dunno larrs.and whenever i go near her somehow she runs off :(



lalax.then i watched gymnastics! it's nicee. russia's damn good.esp that korkilla person.watever her name is lah.the skinny one.she's the 1.64m tall one. hhaas.i dunno her name. it's weird. and the korean ones are so small. the kang dunno wat dunno wat is 16 but she looks er. 10? :/



yucks.i dun wanna go to skl tmr. yuck yuck yuck!!!



ahh.then i made the hotcup!i put it in my soupbowl. hahas.my soupbowl's pretty. it's nice and catty looking.the first few mouthfuls were nice and hot.hahas.but later it tasted more and more disgusting.hahas.but i still drank it larrs.and it's still better than eeky campbell soup.



i wanna stay up to watch swimming!!the ianthorpe vs michaelphelps one.michaelphelps michaelphelps!!((: whee.but i'll probabbly fall asleep before that. :X vahh.



there's nothing to blog but i feel like blogging.i have nothing else to say.



[[05.51p.m.]]

Y

5:43 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2004

bleah.friday the 13th not nice.but today still not nice!!!!:( well.at least in the morning everything was fine.



woke up today.then took 174 to skl!the nice doubledecker!!was msging jamie. yupps.ehh.how was ur netball thingy?:S



then reached skl.whee. saw ahmax,shermy and sam ting!there was someone else too.but i dunno who.cant rmb.sorry.hahas.tell me abt ur pulau semakau trip yeh?



then er. hahas.i felt my phone vibrating in the chapel.my thigh was uber itchy coz of the vibration.heh.then went toilet with kristi so i could reply the msg. she oso had a msg to reply.



we watched this farnie show called I am Special.or smth liddat.like the stars are wat people like about you and all and the circles are wat people dislike about you.even though in that story it wasnt exactly like that.but i think it is like that.



then went for drill.eeks.so horrible.sec1 and sec2s combined so like the contingent was super big.hahas.was standing behind amandang and in front of hannah. prilaa, mich and kristi were next to me.oh then saw weitsin phoonie and er.jerlyn during our break.they were having dance.then later got my mufti!it's so bigg.



lalala.then later the day got all horrible.joan is so scary. o_O like when me,celestine and faith were walking down..she was clinging on to lydiahang and kahyoke.hahas.tt was farnie.and that girl arhx.she really no hope already.u scold her oso cannot be nice to her oso cannot.and then later joan decided not to attack them anymore and she found a new target- ME!!!>:S she pounced on my bag!!!and i was like help.i cant move!! then stoopid celestine and faith went to walk off so quickly. so i was like trying to fling her off my bag. and i finally did!(: yay.



then later we flagged the bus we saw-852! we shld have just taken 170 which was infrontof it. :/ and dearjoan had to get on the same bus. urgh!:X we stood at the door there lah.i had a super traumatised expression on my face and they were laughing. :X then joan went to wrap her arms around me!!my waist!!my poor waist. it almost died okay.my waist felt so strangled!!!!shes so horrible.and we got up at the kap stop.and she had to come too. and she was like raceyouthere. and we were like walking slowly slowly.then later we ran there from the back.she went frm the front.luckily she didnt notice me.oh.then tiff and cherie joined us.



and she even went to ask celestine+faith where i was.and they were like oh.she went home already. thanks arh. gosh.i cant imagine wat wld happen?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gosh.



i thought she forgot who i was but it turned out that she didnt. :X oh.and last time we ran ALL the way from the trafficlight there to the bustop coz she was trying to hug mee!!!eeks.im feeling traumatised.i hope she forgets abt me next week. i pray pray pray she will forget!!!!



urgh.oh.and when is chinese test arh? how come some people say it's next week and some people say it's next next week? somebody tell me okay?



[[edited]] OMG! im freaking out.cowie just told me this unbelievably unbelievable news. it's disgusting. i hope it's not true.i so so so hope it's not true. i must pray pray pray again.eeks.cowie.nxt time u hear anymor eeky stuff please dont tell me. thanks. unless it really is worth telling. then i wont mind. eeks eeks eeks.this is worse than all the _s combined together and strangling me!!i rather tt joan hug me everytime isee her than let wat i heard be true. YUCKS.



shall reply tags! buttybuttaiyah.u want his halfnaked pic just go google and type julianhee!i saw his halfnaked pic.it's nicee! pammie jrockers are eeky. they are all so freakin gay. :X shuwen i just like his voice.i nv said anything abt his looks? hahas.EHH.it's not as if ur taste is THAT wonderful rite?



yupps.im not in the mood to blog anymore.byee.



[[12.31p.m.]]

Y

12:19 PM

Friday, August 13, 2004

heyy!im feeling bleah again.i just realized i didnt use the word hahas at all in my previous entry.oh well.i shall put lots of hahas in this entry.i hate today! friday the 13th is really a horrid HORRID day. :/



im getting tired of skl.everyday's getting weirder and weirder.



oh man.it doesnt feel like friday at all. :/ oh yay.finally tagboard's working again! like after 1 whole day (: i realized how impt it is to have a tagboard.hahas.



to you: ur supposed to be my goodfriend and i do love you. as a friend of course. but i just can't stand you sometimes. u can be so so nice but yet so eeky the next moment.i get frustrated just trying to see you change oh so quickly. and im gonna try my best to change my mindset of you and try to see things in a different light. im gonna be nice to you. and hopefully you will be nice too. //luffyoo



this is another peron
to you:ur again.my goodfriend.i love you lots too.but ur attitude just totally sucks like 1/2 the time.it used to be only 1/4 of the time.and i could live with that.but i dunno if i can live with this now?ur the same as her.u change oh so quickly.and i feel angry.i nv felt angry whenever u said anything to me.now watever you say makes me feel a little angry.just that sometimes im less angry.and sometimes more.im also gonna try my best and tell myself that ur just like that.coz tts wat she said abt you.and i think she noes u better?(: //luffyootoo.



gahh.im getting weirder. :S



anw, today we watched finish whale rider.i like i like!!(: so nice okayy. hahas. but their english is just totally weird.or maybe mine is.hahas



then went to comlab for math. did some heymath test.i got 10/10.whee.for once.hahas. so far all the online tests i've done this is the only i got full marks i think. (: oh. then did the weird readign assignment.it's so weird?all the squares and squares and squares.



then had pe.i dun like pe!!got so sticky and sweaty even though i spent one period or maybe half a period stoning.and talking. hahas.stoopid weitsin. go and make me bring all the wallets over.i was being nice okay.ask u come and sit with me.hahas.



then had recess.stoopid shermy had to go see elee.hahas.but in the end she didnt see. plehh!hahas.so she had to see after skl.so did u manage to see her after skl? sat with diane and the rest again.hahas.i sit there everyday.with shermy.



then had geog.hahas.it was for only 10 mins.oh.and jamie helped me clean my glasses. it's still nice and spotless.hahas.thanks arh.and u did smth else nice today too.but i cant rmb wat. then went to the toilet.so many people were there.hahas.and we turned on the light and it was soo bright!and jamie ate her nuggets in the toilet tts eeky.have u seen how dirty and smelly the skl toilets are? u can go do watever u want in ur home toilet.hahas.i like my mom's toilet.it's like nice and clean.so i drink water.eat.msg.talk on phone there.hhaas.and the toiletbowl is a nice place to sit on!



i lent ahmax my prettyhellokitty mirror!(: im starting to love this mirror. it's so cute!the more i see it the more i like it.i used to find it quite okay.hhas.my mom bought 3 for me.hahas.i broke one and im using one now so i still have one more. AHMAX!!dont try and pat my mirror. u sound absolutely GROSS. :X



erm.oh.then had phototaking.i think i look weird. i was in the middle of second row. val and pammie were nxt to me.then the informal one was so weird. i dunno wat i was doing to shermy and i dunno wat she was doing to me.how weird.wat exactly were u doing arhx shermy?



erm.then had chinese. i passed tingxie!(: hahas.on the dot lah.oh well.then we wrote this weird zuowen.and then got fridayweekly.yupps.



then had this weird talk on eating disorders.and i dont suffer from any of them!(: hahas.but the video was so boring.i was halfasleep.oh!and cowie was behind shermy.
im talking to cowie now. read this



cowiee.// time flies :/ says:
she pick her nose
cowiee.// time flies :/ says:
then touched her forehand
cowiee.// time flies :/ says:
then stuck her fingers into her mouth



YUCKS!eeyyerrrrrr.how eeky can pple get?!:S oh.then after the talk skl ended lah. and we have no canoeing tmr!!!((: im happy.and can wear mufti tmr!whee.



im in the mood for shoutouts!



shermy
see.ur the first again(: hahas.arent u honoured? whee.i just rmbered im supposed to tell you smth.but er.i can't really rmb? :X hahas.oh well.are u gonna come online?? u better!!!!ladeedah.oh shermy. i'll tell you abt _ and _ too.



ahmax
oh.hahas.thanks for telling me that!i forgot abt it.heh.hahas. nooo!!im keeping my hellokitty mirror away from you.later u cannot find any ahpeks to like then u come and attack my innocent mirror!!!!:X noooooo.hahas.thanks for tagging anyway.



jamie
hey.sorry arhx.i was abit irri today.i kept on telling you about _ and _.i shall be nice and not talk abt pple anymore.so if u ever hear me tell you abt them agn please tell me to shuddap. see. im so nice.im letting u say shuttup to me coz i noe i definitely cannot not talk about them. oh well.(: oh.and i have one more _ to talk about. it's ur _.



cowie
hahas.cowie?do u see anything frm ur convo?whee.hahas.i copied it.it;s so eeyer. hahas.ur feeding me more info about her now.hahas.(:lalalax.



i have nothing else to say now. byee!((:



[[3.58p.m.]]

Y

3:25 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2004

bleaurgh. i feel sick :X i think it's coz of the cherrytaste bubblegum mich gave me. michelle. if u ever read this. don't eat it.leave it to rot. urgh. my head's like spinning and my stomach's churning.or maybe it's just my body telling me that i dun wanna study. bleah. i feel :X now.



there's a problem with blogspot. i cant sign in there.so i sign in thru blogger. and the tagboard isnt working too.vahh.



im sleeping after this.



anyway.skl was okayy today.wait.skl wasnt okay today. :S



im not hungry.which is weird coz im always half-starved when i get home.



anw, had history in the morning.at least i didnt fail history test(: i was really sure i wld fail.and if i fail history i wld have cried. i have to stop failing tests. and i cant see my blog.vahh.



then had math.math wasnt that bad.we just went through questions.i finally understand question9!(: at least we are gonna go com lab tmr. i love gng com lab now. oh. then had english.watched about 1/3 of whale rider. i can barely understand the english. seven is pronounced so weirdly.



then had recess. recess was okay. like yeh.didnt eat nice yummy food today.



then had er.science.got back science paper.wasnt that bad lah.but i still feel that i could have done better. im not satisfied with my science marks.which is scary. coz my science sucks? :/



then had geog.went through workbook. then had art. i love art nowadays.hahas. i was idling my time away.but of course i did something useful.like putting glue on jamie's art. shermainey and i were helping.she cut the square thingy and i put glue on it.shermainey.stop insulting orange.it's my favourite colour.*sulks* u horrible woman. everytime insult orange.noooooo.u cannot.orange is a nice colour okay. and somehow i cant see ur blog. can u see mine?nvm.i shall try later.



i really dont get it.wats the point of claiming that u dislike people who make use of people and yet u urself make use of people.i think tts worse.u claim that making use of pple is wrong but you make use of pple.tts horrible.



btw shermy.i still cant see ur blog.ican only see polkadots and ur links.



im tired.gonna sleep.byee.



[[2.32p.m.]]

Y

2:21 PM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

veevahh!!(: im happy! mich passed me the autograph liaox!!(: yay.thanks michelle! oh..and jamie too. bleh. i have one hour more to myself before i start practising piano. -_- i hate practising!!!!!:X vahh.



today was such a draggy day. :/ but it was quite fast lah. thought there was tingxie so i was busy studying on the bus but in the end mgt forgot. so it's on friday. and the ke we learnt today supposed to go com lab and play wan lorhx. and mgt just brought one teenyweeny cd and make us stare at the projector. vahhvahhvahh!!



then had pe. hahas.we were supposed to throw the ball arnd. hahas.and then shoot into the netball thingy.i have no idea wats it called. the hoop?:/ hahas.then the ball went in twice!((: im happy! like i thought aiyah..cannot make it wan lah and it went in twice!hahas.we were supposed to switch partners.me and shermainey did okay.at first i was her partner then later we changed.she became MY partner!hahas. and now mrskuan noes my name. :X i dun like pe teachers knowing my name.



oh.and dunno wat happened to jamie lah.she got all bloody.and her blood was like pinkish? hahas.and later it turned orangey.hahas.i wasnt saying u were weak when i was tokking abt the skin being thin okay.hahas.im just saying tt u dun have thick skin? (: which is good i suppose.hahas.



had freeperiod then homecons! went to canteen with elyssa to buy container. then went to class.for once we managed to eat the apple ___ in class and get let off early. (: i like to get left off early!!((:



and ... went to glare at me.i suppose she thinks i didnt see but i did.i didnt even do anything to you u go and glare at me for wat? finelah.next time i bring my home econs book to the canteen lah.dun ask pple to help me bring up lah..



went to malay stall to buy chickenbriyani!(: the malayuncle had no change.hahas. his expression was funny!rite shermy? hahas. so i dug out ALL my coins to give her. and i bought a drink with a 10dollar note.heh. at least the woman didnt say anything lah.



wat else was there? OH! computer! mstok didnt come so we didnt have to do the horrible horrible flash!whee. and pammie showed me the picture..but there was nothing exciting about it. blehh. hahas.i sound so perv.



ahmax went to hit my ass with the spca thingy she bought! my ass is not for you to hit ahmax! ((: hahas.and i stole the thing from you but gve u back after usaid im taller than u!hahas.which is totally not possible because im like 4cm shorter. i shall aim to be taller than u ahmax!so STOP GROWING!blehh.i wanna grow so more!



then had the spa test.i oso dunno whether my graph correct anot but wat i noe is that i wrote crap and it was super ugly? bleh./



then walked down with michelle!whee. we bought the icecream too.so im not gonna eat lunch. but im hungry.gahh.i'll just eat a little bit.ok..i'll stop crapping.



then got onto the bus!omg!!!!tt small primaryskl indian boy is so darn cute!!!((: his bag is the smallkidsmallkid kind!!but it has no cartooncharacter on it -_- hahsa.it's like black and abitt of red outline or smth liddat. and he's so cute! he's cuter than sangee'sbrother!((: i was like all XD when i saw him! he's so cute! and then he had his ez-link card slung arnd his neck and his voice is so cute too! oh man.i sound like a phedophile. or watever u spell it.i hv no idea how to spell. it's peeee-dohh-file. hahas.and he got off at the same bus stop as mee!!!((: btw..he was wearing petshirt!some grace or dunno wat shirt lah. i think he's in primary2! oh man oh man!!he's really adorable!



like he couldn't tap his ezlink card so he was like uncle..i cannot tap the card. and he went to tap in front and he was supposed to go to the alighting door there to tap agn?but he like thought just tap in front so he just stood there! and the uncle was like boy tap agn? and he was like nodding coz he thought the busuncle was asking whether he tapped in front. hahas.so cutee!!



whee.i think im typing slow.i spent 20 minutes on this. blehh. my typing's quite normal if u ask me.and shermainey. my typing is SO NOT WEIRD.



gahh.i hv to go prac piano now!but tts after i bathe+eat!(:



[[02.56p.m.]]

Y

2:35 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

vahh. the playground downstairs is being demolished. and tt means alot of noise!! gahh.i hate noise. i pity the playground though. it has undergone repair so many times.



urgh.i have a feeling i didn't do something very very impt. but i dunno wat. shermainey...linjunjie is short.and super skinny. so scary. :/ he's the same height as ugly tony. :X



lalax.oh.i think my cat got too freaked out by all the noise made by the demolishing works. i was looking for her up and down in my moms room coz she was lying on the sofa there just now.and guess where i found her. inside the window grill. she was like stuck and her eyes were bigg. so farnie. i was like calling her then suddenly i see some movement behind the curtains and then her nose pops out.hahas. she's so cute!(:



anw. i dun wanna go back to skl anymore.on friday i wanted to go back to skl. but now i dont. im starting to dislike skl tremendously. whyy arhx.i used to love skl coz u can talk alot there.but now..going to skl means u can't stay up till 1m or 3am. i mean..not in my case.i'll be really sleepy. :/ and it also means tt u have to wake up before the sun even rises. can't they make skl start a wee bit later? when i reach skl and tts abt 7 sometimes the sun hasnt even risen.



vahh. i've been playing the sims the whole day. it's so fun. my sister went to download weird stuff. the bathrooms are like bigger than the bedroom?and i'd rather sleep in the bathroom coz it's super pretty!(:



oh. and i did study. i read 3 pages of science and one chapter of history. yuck. it's wednesday tmr.i wanna pon piano again. :/ but i'll just be wasting money. pleah/



anw. im talking to shermainey and ting now. and shermaine goes on and offline like 50 times. :/ and im like typing smth to her and susdenly she goes offline and 10 seconds later shes back online. how weird. and she says she's normal. as if lah.hahas. shermy...if ur normal then im normal too! and u say im not. so tt means ur not too! vahh.



im trying to take up some space.



bleh.isit just me or am i getting weirder? :3 lalax.



i dun wanna blog anymore. shall go visit channel8 website and read all the tv stuff. (: byee!



[[04.45p.m.]]

Y

4:27 PM

Monday, August 9, 2004

hahas. it's national day today!!((:



i woke up really early today! i woke up at 9.30. and i ate rotiprata for breakfast. gosh. i love rotiprata!!((: yumyum!! even though the layer of oil was so damn thick. yepps.then i came online a little while before i decided to go back to sleep.



and i woke up at 11.30! hahas. then did some work and completed art. i havent stick the third piece of paper to the second one yet.anw, jamie's helping me!



whee. my sister downloaded alot of nice pweety windows and clothes for sims. and she's like using my com now.she's throwing away all our families! i made this really retarded family called Punk family.hahas.and gave them retarded names but they are really rich!and i made this loanshark one too.hahas.((:



then went to my grandma's house.im starting to love my grandma. even though it's pretty obvious she prefers my sister, and that she thinks im fatt. like watever. im just not slim lah. blehh! but she gave me 50bucks!((: oh well.im supposed to share with my sister but im getting 30bucks!wahaha.



oh.my aunt was there too.she's so damn farnie. she teaches in this kingdergarten or smth and she was telling them to colour the singapore flag. top is red bottom is white.cannot colour anything else.then when she gave out the papers to colour the flags, this kid was like *stare with bigg eyes*"teacher..the flag can colour any colour anot? hahas. it's so damn farnie okie.



ate at grandma's house.we ate charkweyteow and prawnmee and all the weird oily food. im eating all the fattening food!!bleh. my grandma is so freaking skinny. she exercises like everyday?! and she eats 1 spoon of rice, vegetables boiled in water and steamed fish everyday?! i was like o_O. who eats vegetables cooked in water? there's like NO OIL in her meal. eeks.even though my mom doesnt cook with alot alot of oil or anything istill think oil is a MUST in any meal.otherwise it isnt' nice!



oh!watched national day parade there too!!((: omg omg!!i like tt linjunjie person now!!his voice is so nice!!((: my mom thinks he acts cool. bleh her. anw. then later at the end they flim flim flim and then they skipped him!!! >:( but then again.i suppose the camera just couldn't film him coz he's too hot!!((: whee!



oh oh oh!!then came home to watch singaporeidol!hahas. tt guy who wanted to be the singapore version of williamhung..you can't make it!ur farnier than him!hahas. the lemontree guy!!omg. i was like laughinglaughingLAUGHING!the worse one was that one who started stripping.GOSH!i so wasnt entertained!i was like -_- okae.hahas.



then watched the 9oclock show!zhenxinmiyu or smth rite? i can't stand chenhanwei!! he looks like a total perv there.and i can't stand the pierrepng inside too.he's so useless!and although it's quite a nice show, why in the world do 3guys like fionaxie?! so unfair!!like taiwan show liddat.there's always 2 guys liking 1 girl.and she isn't even tt pretty most of the time.and how come they dun want it to be 2 girls like 1 guy?then can catfight!((: ooh!!cat fights are exciting!!hahas. oh..and i still think tt violentguys are scary!!!



hahas. i shall reply tags!
ahmax hey ahmax!!((: thanks for tagging.i wasn't trying to be farnie.i was irritated and pissed! and tt freakshow guy who was touching his ass and dancing in the middle of nowhere was so attention seeking lah. :X but seriously..i was laughing super loudly when i saw. hahas.yupps! happy national day to you too!((: cya!
amandamak hey!((: oh.okay! hahas. of course u like my layout lah. it's nice! hahas. cya!
shuwen u stoopid lesbian! yeh.im too free.tts why i blog everyday.ehh. not my fault im longwinded and i have alot to say rite? ((:thanks for tagging anyway.



shermy
shermy!!where are you? somehow i have a feeling ur either not in singapore or else u died. :/ [[edited]] oh.u didnt die.heh. oh well.cya in skl on wed shermainey!((: i'll try to reply ur a few lines letter tmr!((: dun miss me! tts too les.



lalax.
[[10.26p.m.]]

Y

10:07 PM

Sunday, August 8, 2004

ARGH! this is so bloodily irri. the pple downstairs are having some malaywedding thingy and they decorated it super super nicely.it's damn pretty.but must they have it for 2 days continuously and play and sing weird and super LOUD and outoftune songs the whole day?!!!my ears are gonna die soon lah.all the nice songs tt i like not nice already.and the drummer guy downstairs so poorthing!!he's been playing continuously and it's super loudly.it's as if he's venting ALL his frustrations down on the drums. gosh.and the computer is next to the window.sheesh.my left ear's gonna die soon.pleahx.and im already deaf enough lorhx!oh.now the guy's going OOH OOOH OOOOOH OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! sigh. i can't even watch tv.it's so loud. and everything is like vibrating.i keep on thinking it's my phone coz it's on silent mode?but it isnt'. -_- oh.and the grass is now covered with paper and styrofoam stuff and all.they are littering. littering is so so so NOT GOOD! you pollute the environment.hahas



now this scary woman is going AHAHHAHAHA and she sounds scary. o_O oh.and there's another wedding like 2 blocks away as well!!!!



pleahx.i finished my homework!!!:)) hahas. and i oso did some assessments! tts why my mom seems happy nowadays.i can't hear anything with the music blaring downstairs so i dunwatch tv anymore.i do homework. :D sheesh.



anw. my sister went out!!yay!!



oh!!i just remembered!last time there was a chinesefuneral too!they didnt have a drum.hahs. but the songs they played were super scary.and i was napping? so like it was freaky lah.hahas.



whee.i shall go do smth else now.byee!!

Y

4:55 PM


whee. hahas. had tuition just now.ying thinks that the mr.gabriel or whoever he is thinks we are les.like hello?do we look like les?hahas.i think it was coz we were talking alot alot.tts why he kept staring.but seriously..his stare was quite weeird. hmmm..wat if he really thinks we are les arhx. :X!!!



hahas.i love my phone!even though it's quite laopok lah.hahas.i like the metal thingy arnd the keypads!(: its likeso reflecty and all.



hahas.hmm.i just deleted the entry i typed yesterday.it was too crap.hahas.



its' supposed to be eve of national day today but it doesnt seem like national day at all. it feels like some long draggy day. bleh.



lalalax! i still havent finished my hw and im looking for stars to put in my phone. tt woman at the phone shop is so bleah.i asked her to help me take out coz i wanna keep the star!!and she flicked it on the floor.bleah you!!:/ and i have no more stars.



urgh. this is so irri.there are like two malay weddings in a day.and yesterday they were singing happybirthday?!like at a wedding?:X and er.they repeated it so many times. i have no idea how i fell asleep.



ladeedah.im trying to fill up space now.im bored!!bleahbleahbleh.



im gonna do this quiz.got it from zhuannie's blog.(:



01: Longest you've gone in a shower: 1hr! it was so nicee!!
02: Color of most clothes you own: white blue black and some weird colours.
03: Number of pillows you sleep with: 2 pillows,1 cushion and 1 bolster!!(:
04: What do your teeth look like?:STRAIGHT!:)
05: What are you wearing: crap.
06: What are you doing in this hour:er.doing this.and tokking and yeah.
07: What room are you in right now: my sister's.
08: What were you doing 12AM last night: err.sleeping.
09: How old will you be in 10yrs: 24!
10: What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?:studying in some super good university and er. on my way to becoming rich!
11: Do you have braces: nahh.my teeth are straight!u wanna see??((:
12: Are you paranoid: hahas.sometimes?and shermainey has to bear with me when i get all paranoid.so sorry!
13: Do you burn or tan:what;s the point of tanning if my tan disappears after 2 days?! :/
14: Describe your cd player: it's er. screwed.i have to put it on volume 10 before i can hear anything. -_-
15: Your wallet: mom bought a new one for me!it's kinda blackk.
16: Your alarm clock: i have 6 alarmclocks!hahas.i have a purple gigantic one, a tiny blue one and a football one! and there's my mom...my hp alarm and my watch alarm! :D
17: Your hair: er.it's gross.
18: Tooth brush:er.i dunno.i brush my teeth in the dark coz im always too sleepy and tired.
19: Computer:xp
20: Bed:quite ugly.but atleast i can sleep on it. it's getting too small though.i need space for my pillows!
21: Note book: oh!i used jamie's crayons to write my name over and over again.it looks like a rainbow!!!
22: What color are your nails:er.i cut off my nails after growing them for 2 whole weeks!they were so nice and shapely ok.
23: What color are your eyes: brown.
24: First real memory of something:er.i dunno.when i fell down?
25: first date:err.
26: First kiss: i dun give away kisses.
27: First break-up:oh.i broke up with my bolster!hahas.in kingdergarten.hhaas.i was super retarded.
28: First job: er.counting money?hahas
29: First screen name:i rmb!cowie helped me with it. nice nice shinin' star.
30: Peircing(except ear): er.nope.
31: Tattoo: i noe i noe!the kind which fades off when u bathe. -_- i always put!
32: First love:...
33: First enemy:one of jamie's fans.hahas.
34: First big trip: big trip? er. usa.
35: First play/musical/performance:some piano thingy.it was SOOO boring.the pianist guy was like perspiring fiercely after playing one piece.so scary okaee.
36: First musician you remember hearing in your house: do you see me?hahas.if i call myself a musician, everyone can oso be lorhx.i have no musical talent. ):
37: Last cigarette: oh. i have a cigarette keychain.hahas.
38: Last kiss:my cat!!:D
39: Last good cry: a couple of days ago.i was being paranoid and freaky and all.bleh.



oh yay. this is fast. anw. i dun wanna blog anymore!


[[12.54pm.]]

Y

12:28 PM

Saturday, August 7, 2004

100 Things about me:
INSTRUCTIONS:1. Copy this whole list into your journal.2. Bold the things that are true about you.3. Whatever you don't bold are falseFound by ~undead85
01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days

03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games

08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like J. Bush
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself -er.i do have a knife?
20. I'm really really smart WHEE!of course im smart?
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential in what??many things -.-
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra -erm.i have lah.but i dun wear it.it doesnt fit me.heh.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror moviesbut i cant help watching them!!it's so exciting but it totally freaks me out and i would be super scared for the next 2 months at night.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anywayactually i dun suck at climbing.i cant even climb.so that's worse.
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die

57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class i only go to talk talk talk.
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little
72. I should be doing somehting else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can

78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it i liked them
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized

90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy foodbut they are so nice and yummy!!
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying

98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.



blink blink.bahh!!just now i was at the phone shop!!!i saw my precious darling nokia 7200 in front of my eyes!we were separated by the stoopit glass panel!!!!im sad sad sad!!!and angry.there's no way my mom will let me get it:( by the time she allows me to get it i'd probably be 75 years old.VAHH!!!!!!oh.and i think i have to go there again later.coz my dad wasnt arnd just now.and we need his ic to change my phone. i dun wanna go back there.i have to see the phone of my dreams from a glass panel yet i cant have it.



oh.and we wrote a compo during english tuition and the question was smth like that. if you could choose what you want to be,what would you be? i said i wanted to be an ocean.a nice blue and pretty ocean.and my teacher actually had this weird analysis of what ur personality and all are like and mine is like tt:
you are a very adventurous person by nature,but am hindered by your parents' wishes



gosh.won't that mean i wont lead a nice good life in the next 10 years of my life?? noooo!!!!i dun want that to happen.i shouldnt have said i wanted to be an ocean.so bloody!!!



vahh.i sound so complainy.oh well.i'll just have to live with it. pleahx.yay.my sister isnt gonna be arnd today.whee.which means i can use the com for the rest of the day!((: i cant wait.i hope she comes back at er.9 or smth. heh.she better not see this.



anw.wat hw is there arhx?i have a feeling there's alot to do but i dunno wat there is to do.i think there's math,geog and science.is there anything else?somebody please tell me okie. thanks!(:



ladeedah.is this entry long enough?i feel like typing alot but i have nothing to say.and im not in the mood for shoutouts today.and i dun wanna reply tags too.blehh. im gonna find myself smth to do to amuse myself while waiting for someone nice like ahmax to come online again.she went off without saying bye.vahh.



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Y

12:48 PM

Friday, August 6, 2004

bleah.this is so shit.im sleepy!!and tired.i was super sian today.today's supposed to be a happy and high day.was high in the morning.then later when they started singing i got bored.and tired.and sleepy.



i cant stand the row seated behind us.if u cant scream dont scream.u sound like crows.it's so crowy like. ok.i shant be mean.but seriously.damn noisy lah.i noe ur supposed to be high and happy but dun sound like crows can?:X



ooh.i just drank coke!hahas.coke so nice.but i feel so damn bloated now.coz i was complaining to phoonie just now tt i was hungry!!:( but then now im super super super super full+bloated.the wonders of coke.i didnt eat dinner yesterday.i drank one can of coke and it lasted me until er.just now.hahas:))now i noe why shermainey loves coke so much!!



today went to skl!:) i was sleepy.but i was highh!!((: i love going high.it's so fun.



shermainey didnt say bye to me again.idiot.hahas.wat else arhx.oh then walked with ying+mich :)) hahas.then i was trying to block phoonie's face with the flag!hahas. it's supposed to be an offence apparently.coz they say u dun respect ur country :S no no no!!of course i respect my country!!



i was supposed to sing national anthem really loudly coz we are celebrating national day today but i forgot.:(heh.i wont get a chance to do so anymore!!



saw shermainey downstairs dragging the mikes back.hahas.i was wondering are u sure shermaineycan drag the thing?hhaas.jkjk shermy!:)) was trying to call you but u didnt hear!!!then u ran up so fast.so scary.we walked towards the toilet there and u pop out.hahas.



sat with shermainey+weitsin in the hall.chanjinhui buttster didnt come.must be pon skl rite.hahas.



bleh.i think im gonna sleep.and it's time for shoutouts.i shant call it shouties anymore after wat shermy said.



shermy
hi.hahas.do u see ur name quite alot of times in my entry?am tokking to you now.hahas.ur doing pw or smth.whee.see.i said hi to u.so u better say hi too.hahas. vahh vahh vahh!it's such a nice word!!oh.thanks for giving me 2 shoutouts!:)) cya!



jamie
erm. like NO WAY.im not gonna remove ronaldo's name from there.im loyal ok.hahas. fine.i'll put julianhee.at the bottom.below ryan seacrest.hahas.noo.then again i think put above ryan seacrest better?oh no.i dunno. how how how.i'll put harry kewell below benjaminmckenzie!then julianhee can be below harrykewell.yupp.



cowiee
who's voo?shermy said i must tell u tt i like voo.coz i said i made a new word called vahh.voo and vahh?:S



okies.i shall go sleep now.
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Y

11:17 AM

Thursday, August 5, 2004

eeeee!!i feel so gross.eeks.there's fibre glass and sand and all the weird whatever-nots on me now. i hate fibre glass!!my arms are like red and pimply looking now lah. so gross.oh.i didnt get a tan.coz dunno-who squeezed alot of sunblock and everyone took some.so i put on my face.gahh.i wanted a tan!!!but my arms still look the same colour to me.tts bad bad.i spent 4hrs in the sun and the green kallang basin and im still yellow.:(



today skl was quitee nice!:) stoopit shermainey.u only said bye to jamie.so horrible!!like i was there too.hmph.ur so mean!!!next time must say bye to me first.bleh.i sound so..childish.oh well.watever.was studying history with jamie+jennifer+val outside coz it was so noisy inside.:(



history test so horrible!!i dun like.i didnt even noe what the first question was tokking abt. what is the significance of the merdeka talks.i dunno lorhx.



had math after tt.i think my math is dropping.as in seriously dropping.:( i need math to pull up my grades!!!!!like my geog and history no hope wan and lit i dun even like roll of thunder.i like romeo and juliet.it's so sweet((:



then had english.so farnie.all the poo hoo boo and the tee hee pee.hahs. so farnie.



ms ng was nice.gave us early recess.as usual me+shermainey were the first two out of class!heh.it just shows tt we are piggy.shermainey is so super piggy!!how can u eat a chicken burger and eat curry chicken too?!!!!ur abnormal.seriously abnormal.



then blahblahblah.i cant rmb wat happened.oh.got back geog.everyone arnd me got like 16 17 and i got 13.5:X i feel so horrible lah.



then skl soon ended and i ate the doughnutty thing.sat with sangee+mich+prilaa. yupp. then took the bus to the smelly kallangbasin.we could smell it.hahas.paired with kristi.sorry kristi.im super loser at everything and im pretty useless i cant carry the stoopit boat and all the idiotic paddles land up on me whenever we raft up together.or watever it's called.and the fibre glass hurts.



since im still waiting for my mom to finish bathing,i shall continue with shouties!



shermainey
hey shermainey!(: dun be a pig tmr okay.u must eat less for lunch and dinner and watsoever.hahas.are u on heymath now?i doubt u are.ur probably watching tt crap of xilinmen. yuck.hahas.er.oh.u better say hi to me tmr.and hopefully u'll say bye to me too!hahas.yupps.cya tmr shermyy!



jamie
hello!thanks for helping me glue my art okies?to show tt im grateful i shant pester u for my letter so er.soon.instead i'll remind u everyday.see.im nice rite?(: hahas.ehhh!!!why julianhee go and show u all arnd?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bleh.hahas. did u hear us scream?



sangee
heyy!thanks for sitting with me on the bus!hahas.im gonna start snowflaking ur hair. how fun!!:) i'll go find red ice cream sticks or colour them red and then u can say it's part of national day!!:)) hhaas



yeh.i think tts all. [[07.53p.m.]]

Y

7:34 PM

Wednesday, August 4, 2004

bleah. i dun even noe why im blogging. im supposed to be typing the stoopid geog essay.and there's pw essay too. :( then there's alot of hw for me to do and all the overdue homework too. and there's still piano. grr.



okae. i just finished the geog essay. cowie.hurry up come online!!!i shall start on pw essay now. bleah.



skl was so crap today. we didnt do anything at all. oh. jamie and michelle didnt come.



first we had chinese?no wait. was it chinese?i cant rmb. but we had chinese.and er. we wrote a zuowen on this person in ur family or about urself. i wrote abt myself. and i talked abt how biantai pple think i am but i dun think i am.and oso how weird and petty and all i can be?and how i have superscary moodswings.and how if im pissed at u im just pissed even though the reason is absolutely retarded. bleh. i think i made myself sound quite horrible.oh.and i oso said that i didnt seem to have much talent coz i cant do anything.and how im lazy?and that i can be very nice sometimes?



then had pe. we played soccer and mrong chose grps for us. coz mrskuan wasnt here today. yeh. then er. wat arhx. oh. soccer is super scary.they kick the ball can land in ur face wan. and er. somebody i cant rmb who kicked the ball too high and i thought it was gonna land in my face so i was trying to siam away and it landed in my hands. so like got penalty lah. :/



after tt was freeperiod!(: i helped decorate sangoo's hair with icecream sticks!i made a snowflake!!:)) it was so pretty ok. hahas. she was supposed to go arnd with it until recess and she was like ok.until...until mrslucytan came.heh. the first thing mrstan said was sangeetha why do u look so surprised. hahas. sangee says she hates her.and so sangee was like taking out all the icecreamsticks. ohoho.



made shephard's pie for home econs!mine was burnt at the side.and the homecons test was so horrible! i didnt noe how to do anything.i just wrote crap crap crap.but i learnt the rickets part.



i have no idea why but my cat is er..walking up and down in front of me. isit seeking attention? :X dun tell me she's still hungry.grr. oh. i think cats are much better than dogs. in science we learnt tt cats can hear from 45_ to 85000_ i cant rmb the unit. it's better than a lousydog.HA!i love cats!noo.i love my cat tts all. :))



then had recess.not nice.



then had computer studies. bahh. i hate hate hate flash!!!!not nice wan. we were supposed to make tt falling thingy..and i was on my fifth layer and suddenly flash closes by itself. so in the end i have nth. luckily mstok doesnt wanna see the thingy otherwise i would have died.



then had science in the com lab.it's so fun!!we were playing icytower.i played one round and it was better than buttster!:) hahas. this is so farnie. anw. cowie. why arent u online yet?!!!!hurry up hurry up.



then took cab with phoonie home! so fun. it was 5.10. the cab driver so wat wan.purposely take so long to stop the meter so in the end it was 5.10 it was actually 5 dollars lorhx. evil driver!



and now im stuck here.



shermainey
hey shermainey!!:) i talked to u on heymath yesterday.hahas.i doubt i'd see you on heymath lah. i hate ur com!it's so horrible.it's preventing me frm tokking to you:( anw. i shall reply ur letter in 5mths!so u can get it next year.ohoho. finefine. i think i'd write during the apparent long weekend.mgt thinks its' a longweekend. she said no need to come to skl for 4 days. like it's not true. nobody goes to skl on sunday. and saturday even if u go to skl it's not to study!bleh. cya tmr shermainey.



jamiee
hey.i'll msg u the paragraph thingy okie?u want everything arhx?okok.i'd msg u later! yes yes. i want my letter!and i dun wanna be like shermainey. get one letter after 5mths. it's pathetic. hahas.oh.u ate smth wrong at tp so does tt mean u have diarrhoea? ooh.take care okies:)and please grow taller.dun be same height as jamieyeo.she's eeky.eeyer.i think she went for boobjob or smth. last time she looked flat.i better not say anymore.yuppyupp.cya!:D



cowie
u horrible thing!!!u have 1 more minute to come online!!im getting tired of waiting.not fun.im supposed to be doing pwessay but i havent written anything yet. bleh. anw. cowiee lemme thank u first.thanks for helping me send the thingy to shermy!:) okok? yupps.cya!(: by the way cowie it's 3.02 now!!>:(



celestine
bleh!!i feel so horrible.didnt walk down with u today.im so sorry deariex!!:( rmb to gimme my artknife tmr okie? and er. make sure there's a blade okay!hahas:) cya!!:D



tts all i think.

Y

2:51 PM

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